My First Time !! :P

It was a New place ….never visited...often new things tend to make u not so confident abt it so was I….anyways I tired to find my way In…time was running n I was running slow on it…I hurried n there were those Doors…I approached it with slow steps…not knowing how its gonna be in thr...I entered N it was pitch dark...Was looking for somthng that I cud recognize but cudnt find any…Mein thoda aur aage bhada...There I got a Hand directing me towards the end…N I took steps towards where I was pointed..To be honest was a bit shaky...Cuz it was all dark n I cudnt figure out n yeah having that feelin that there are some eyes..may be many eyes ..staring at U …make it even more shaky…N if Ur someone who is bit public conscious..then u may get an idea how it wud have been...N to add up to all of that..It was something I was doing for the Very First time…n wat if U r among the last ones to enter it...That there are many who r already in there ..settled comfortably...watching u getting all uncomfortable...Well at times U think that they mite be watching U ….U knw that mite not be true or IS not true but still that thought does lies in U….N thats wat adds to the nervousness…anyways I carried on to the end ..tring to visualize things under shimmering light that was coming from far away…but cudnt manage...n in a desperate attempt to not be fool among them all..i just clutched on the most near by wat I got...now after settling in…the first thing was to look around ur surroundings…get familiar with it…being unsure that whom it belonged…N being sure that it didn’t belonged to U for sure !!.. still being nervous about it but to act Kool...Believe me the last thing u wud ask at that point was to attract all the Attention...

Yeah so I dig in …thanks for the darkness...me being unsure abt it wasn’t visible to all…

After a couple of minutes got myself cooled down..finally mah eyes met for wat I was there...But as the time was passing by ..which made me realize that the thing I wastnt sure about belonging to me...surly didn’t belonged to anyone else..and so I was nearing to my comfort zone…

but somethings gonna happen for sure…if not wats the Twist in it… A voice happen to cross my ears...made me realize it was much near to me...which happen to be of a female...I slowly turned to the voice…N there was a female next to me…Oh man...at that point I was on a Brain Rush...many a things crossed my mind n I was trying to catch up on one of them…well wat if she knew that wat I wasn’t being sure of being mine..was hers..No it wudnt be Or I wudnt be still sticking to it...Or she knew that yeah It wasn’t mine..of course she would have realized that..as she was just NEXT to Me..!!! N then the most worst of them …Wat if she thought I did sticked to it on purpose …As she being rite next to it…But Yeah I was kool ..I mean trying to be…then it was like..Wat do I care…Do I knw her…Does she …Naah..then why do I give a Damm on wat comes to her mind…Well I started to concentrate on wat I was suppose to...N yeah I was Njoing that !!

Then came the halt...the darkness faded..lights were up…I cud finally figure out where I was sticking to..N but of course the Next to Me being !!

I hate to be left Alone….N here I wasn’t left…I was Alone...that makes it worse...So I just took out my cell N moved out ...get some air ..escaping from the whole not so alone crowd…!! I made a call ..made few fake calls :P !! Just trying to buy some time..being Not Alone !! Generally when Ur with a company..the halts r short ..But this one seemed to be Looong...may be the time get divided or distributed among company..well as I had none so it was all on Me to bare !!

It ended…I was back sticking to the same....but one thing was for sure it really didn’t mattered as there was scarcity of people in thr…N it was fine to stick to wateva U find Free….afterall “Wat Do I Care” feeling was alive In Me ..!!

The rest of the period was peacefull …Me sipping my Large Pepsi ..tring to make it last more longer..if cud make it more Large..aah it emptied …chalo got a taste of company for while..be it with a fountain of pepsi....Well I hate to say it n admit it…for Me Company word matters a lot....I hate doing things Alone...infact I don’t do it…sometimes to n extent I wont prefer to eat alone even If M hungry !! Yeah Yeah I knw …that’s Stupid but ….Yeah that’s ME !!

Well It was fine …Deepika padukone was nice to catch on for a change…n Giselli was ooommmhh....too cute !! ...at times my feet started moving n shoulders shaking in the Seat ..which of course made Next to ME…shift a bit !! Just wished koi aur hota toh shake along with !!

But Yeah somethings are to be done for the very First Time in Life ..Love Aaj Kal was my very First Movie ALONE in the Theater...Didnt Njoined to full extent but yeah wud try to aage se ..if I make a plan to make a venture Alone …this experience wud surly help !! :P

PS: I loved the line..... Tu ekdum sahi baat bol deti hai jaanemann..!!
(Lets see if I can try that on to someone .. !! :P !!)