Friday, May 29, 2009

Why..??

Well just some small bits i like put it down from now and then...!


Why do I feel like I am always all alone...
Why seems I am homeless,even when I am home..???

Why cant I try and yet not give a smile...
Why doesn't the world seem any worthwhile..???

Why do I always needed...people around ....
Happiness was never soo hard to be found ….

I don’t know what stops me from getting there...
Why it is the dullness… that I fear….???

Why do my days feel like a part of an incomplete trip...
Why does life now resemble a sinking ship...???!!!

At Nights I was left to succumb
Why did they always made me,so uncomfortably numb…

All I wanted was some …happiness to borrow….
Why am I always left as a….Man of constant sorrow...???

Why does it all happens to Me …
I just wonder Why He made me ..soo Lucky…???!!!




As in this was my very first successful attempt in putting down such a piece of writing..
Tried many a times..but all went in vain..!! I am totally aware that it does sounds too childish..but just take me as a Novice who's just tring to fit in !!

do line aur kahuga ..-

I just tried to pen down some of my thoughts here...
Please forgive me ...for all the pains U had to bear ..!! [:P]



Sunday, May 17, 2009

Beast UnLeashed...

CAUTION: This blog rite here is negative..sarcastic…present some extreme views..So the choice is urs to go through the pains …!!!

Well 4 Years are gone by..On a happy note bachelors gonna end…I m gonna be Engg…and on the other hand….Colg life ends.. “Colg Life” this word holds a special place in everyones life period…It’s compose of the most cherisable moments of ur life..they say the best things happened to you ..but I m not so sure abt that…pardon me if my words represent me as a negative person …or gives u the idea of me being pessimistic…I dun blame myself for that ..may b wat I went thru if u wud have..u mite have ended with the same story ..or Not !!



I don’t know but yeah I missed a LOT in my colg life..I cant say that this Is wat I wanted out of it …Nope I cant ..there wasn’t any such thing happening to me wat I expected out to happen ..May be that’s wat my problem is ..I “EXPECT” …but that isn’t a bad thng after all …Y shudnt I...when u do things U should expect ..!! If u don’t Expect then how come can u do things...well “Expect” is a very liquid phenomenon ...well it can be Expect from Urself…or Expect from Others !! … Well we will settle down on the latter purpose of Expectation



Two basic things that I came across …in every field I tried to enter..In every single things I tired to do ….Two things were common and unfortunalty they were always thr..

Firstly spending time here with People made me realize ..well reliazed a whole lot of things but for now will stick to one … “Woman” was a very dominant factor in Ones Life ...U actually see the wat drastic changes a Woman can get into stuff ..yeah I was quite surprised..how the term “Woman” can move things around them ..but who is to blame for giving them that power….We ..!! Rite thru the beginning all I tired ..all I saw …was that the whole world around here revolving around them..No matter wat u do ..U will always find them ...starting off with one …

We …by “We” I meant me n my roommates...were hoping to take part in a Radio Show...

Were suppose to take part...we discussed …thot on that...evened practiced a bit on it…but later on due to certain lack of intrest the plan was not so successful…a day before I was waiting for practice..n others were busy boozing themselves End of story.On the very day of radio show...wat do I get to see…my partners...who were busying boozing themselves a day ago …were sitting on the stage with a Woman and taking part in the Radio show...!!Getting into a vacant place which was offered to me too...but as I had a hypothetical grp of mine…I denied..now that Woman made it happen…made them bunk classes..made them practice on the leisure time..and made me a Fool out of it…

I dun blame that Woman ..Y shud I ….

Since then n now..every move guys made..were planned..organised keeping “Women” under consideration...many incidents came by but I prefer not pointing them out as I wasn’t directly involved but went thru it...and also taking agony n standing apart from the crowd that too at the end …wudnt be preferable..!! diplomatic terms after all !! But the surprising part was..here ppl njoied with them and then called the filthy whores behind their back...the ones they laugh and hang ard…they come back n boost themselfs in public by vulgar n cheap comments abt them..How can u spend 2-3Hrs with them n then making a statement to people that We made it happen..n boosting off in public..as of they were materialistic charm for u...u njoied ..u bitched and Ur great!!....What I saw back from where I was …yeah Woman is afterall opposite sex so who wont be interested in them…thats natural…but it wasn’t them always ...And more importantly “ Women” wasn’t All ..it wasn’t everything !! ..there was a whole lot more to them…

Here you have some lazy asses who wudnt move a bit ..but just utter the word …"SHE” is also coming !! then u see…their asses moves like they were running for fuckin Olympics !! ..somehow I find this hard to get down my throat ..

After going through all of these small small things ..I do say....infact must say ...

It’s a Woman’s World !!!..And we Man made it …..!!




PS
: After going thru ..U mite have some sarcastic remarks for me..mite b thinking If m pretending to be a Saint or somthng…but Its true...I am not the above…I don’t say I m a saint but yeah ..I not like that...may be my views wudnt make u happy..but they are my views and this is My blog...N I am Unleashing the Beast Within….!!