As I read so would I quote...
At first, we only use the ego-wall to keep people out.
But eventually, as we grow up, we get tired of hiding fearfully and we decide the best defense is a good offense.
We put cannons on our ego-wall and we start firing.
For some looks like anger.For others it looks like judgment and divisiveness.
Thou easy and favourite would be to pretend everyone on the outside of my wall is wrong.
It makes One to feel right and righteous, but really it just keeps one safe inside of his ideas.
EGO:
Your ego is the part of you that protects your heart.
Ones mind begeins to build a wall around your heart.
At first, we only use the ego-wall to keep people out.
But eventually, as we grow up, we get tired of hiding fearfully and we decide the best defense is a good offense.
We put cannons on our ego-wall and we start firing.
For some looks like anger.For others it looks like judgment and divisiveness.
Thou easy and favourite would be to pretend everyone on the outside of my wall is wrong.
It makes One to feel right and righteous, but really it just keeps one safe inside of his ideas.
The Confrontation:
Half of One's Ego stops One from doing it....Other half tells to confront it ......
Half fears One wud be wasting my emotions again....once again running behind for the same old mistake ...regretting it all the way...
Half says dont build in it ...let it out a bit ..take ya chance..embrace it...
Only thing that could make it worse for One would be ... The Other One reading it and getting some kick out of it...
Fear that , wud be let down again on emotions and feelings and Other One might be happy or njoi it ....
To come across One....looks like the Weak guy ...xplainin..,pinging down ..spells aloud like " Man get a life ...get over it " ...this feeling crushes One more ...
One rather be the guy with the "Dont care" Attitude...
One who pushed the Other One away for better as if "yeah like I care" dont bother me..
It Does satisfy some part of the One being the Strong ...
But Doesn't satisfy the part on loosing on people...that too at what cost ...One thinks
One don't know what the Other One has got into with time....changed ...happily over One..or else....
This being unsure does adds up more and lead to Not Confronting to Other One...
One feels bad ...dunno ...One is not able to reason with it ..not liking it that One is confronting and being the Weaker One here...as One thinks
Hoping that Other One comes with some similar feeling ...similar missing ...similar anger of not confronting
And all just eases Ones fear.
Half fears One wud be wasting my emotions again....once again running behind for the same old mistake ...regretting it all the way...
Half says dont build in it ...let it out a bit ..take ya chance..embrace it...
Only thing that could make it worse for One would be ... The Other One reading it and getting some kick out of it...
Fear that , wud be let down again on emotions and feelings and Other One might be happy or njoi it ....
To come across One....looks like the Weak guy ...xplainin..,pinging down ..spells aloud like " Man get a life ...get over it " ...this feeling crushes One more ...
One rather be the guy with the "Dont care" Attitude...
One who pushed the Other One away for better as if "yeah like I care" dont bother me..
It Does satisfy some part of the One being the Strong ...
But Doesn't satisfy the part on loosing on people...that too at what cost ...One thinks
One don't know what the Other One has got into with time....changed ...happily over One..or else....
This being unsure does adds up more and lead to Not Confronting to Other One...
One feels bad ...dunno ...One is not able to reason with it ..not liking it that One is confronting and being the Weaker One here...as One thinks
Hoping that Other One comes with some similar feeling ...similar missing ...similar anger of not confronting
And all just eases Ones fear.
The Fearing :
One fear the reply...so If its cold and unbothered or just for the sake ...One say dont make one ..
One still have his doubts on writing it and believe One ...One doesnt want too...
Just Dont Njoi .... read and delete ..One wud not like Other One to see or know that yeah this One went weak for a while....
One write with the last faith ...One mite not have any in future.
One still have his doubts on writing it and believe One ...One doesnt want too...
Just Dont Njoi .... read and delete ..One wud not like Other One to see or know that yeah this One went weak for a while....
One write with the last faith ...One mite not have any in future.
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